Gosh. The age is really kicking in now.

Just a week ago, it was zouk. As of right now, the crossroads are ever so eminent. You see people in your life extinguished faster than a candle flame. Its too immense to be able to put it down to words. Quoted from an idiot of a lecturer: “Press the pause button”, yes please do that and you will begin to understand how scary it is.

My heart goes out to my mate, unable to get a single fag while under property by the government. My heart goes out to the Indo girl for getting dead drunk, yet again. My heart goes out to the 2 guys who passed away while serving the government. Hah so much for government insurance. Oh the irony. My heart goes out to dear frubs in 3 months time. Please do stay away from booze after your training. My heart goes out to the petite but smashingly crude girl, please don’t end up like Cheryl regarding stress-overload.

You guys do give some love back ya? Soon, I’ll be a no-lifer in a probable 2 days. YES! Nicholas Eng! Second best to Lennard in terms of bumming. It feels good yet horrible at the same time. I left sweet home together with Dad and Amanda. Almost instantly, I felt like a gear-powered robot. There you go, Nicholas Eng has joined the mindless society of work, work and work? Well, technically I wasn’t actually going for work, but yea you get what I mean. I hope you do Wanting.

On a side note, dear babes I’m sorry I haven’t got the time to gaze at you. But look on the bright side, I might be able to get bigger lenses.